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ABOUT ME

Hello! My name is Moki. This is a page for people to get to know all about me.

On that note, I want to share some quick info before you continue to explore the page. I do currently attend school and will be on a schedule. If I do not answer messages in good time, it is likely because of that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.

Before messaging me, be sure to look at my dislikes and DNIs in Tab 2!!! Thank you!

GENERAL

I love meeting people
I am trying to figure out how animation works and it is confusing (ᢴᦒᢵ)
I love quality time with people. Let's hang out, man!
I'm an author and would love it if you checked out my works (It's all fanfiction (≖⩊≖) x)

My heart is full of malice, my insides hatred and resentment. Today, Luo Binghe wishes for me to die horribly, and I only have myself to blame. -Shen Jiu

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DNI IF

Racist, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, ageist, sexist, pedophilic, unmanaged narcissism, manipulative, etc.

DISLIKES

HEIGHTS and being in flying moving objects!!!
BUGS (specifically ones that are big and can fly)
Graphic depictions of torture
Finger nails (iykyk)
All unwarranted physical touch
TEXAS!!! >:( /hj

TRIGGERS

Some things may seriously send me into panic/anxiety attacks, so please do not mention the following without checking I'm okay with it first.

Mentions of bugs/insects
Graphic depictions of gore
A combination of the two would turn me into a bedridden vegetable ;-;

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MY DESC

Hair color: Dark Brown
Eye color: Hazel
Age: Non-specific but I am a MINOR
Height: 5'4"
Pronouns: He/they/she
Sex: Female
I am genderfluid and asexual (asexual ≠ aromantic)!
Birthday: July 23rd
I'm part Native American. x
I wear glasses, t-shirts/muscle shirts, jeans, and converse. Dull colors typically.

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GAMES

Lethal company, Mincecraft (Bedrock & Java|Modded & Unmodded) Deep Rock Galactic, Don't Starve Together, L4D2, The Forest, Sons Of The Forest, Gmod, Borderlands 1+, Castle Crashers, Battle Block Theatre, Plants VS. Zombies, Portal, Celeste, Hollow Knight, Margin of The Strange, Content Warning, Terraria, Oneshot, and other indie games.

MEDIA

South Park, Scum Villain's Self-Saving System, Thousand Autumns, Heaven Official's Blessing, Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, Nezha, The Black Phone, Severance, RiffTrax, Smiling Friends, Gravity Falls, Rick and Morty, Comedy shows/movies, 80s movies, Anime.

SUBJECTS

Sociology
Anthropology
Digital Art/3D Modeling
English
Civics
ASL (dropped but fluent)
Mandarin (not fluent)

Those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it. -George Santayana

HOBBIES

Listening to Music(to cope)!
Digital art
Traditional Art
Gaming
3D modelling (WIP)
Casette collector
Web design :D

I...destroy...the world...and...create it...anew. -Lelouch Vi Britannia

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6/21/25

This guy has got me messed up, man ;-;

6/18/25

Decided to fix some things with my site. It's been a while since I've worked on it.

1/14/25

Anyone else think this Tiktok ban is kinda beneficial? I was already considering learning mandarin cuz of danmei fans but now I'm definitely going to. Starting today!

12/13/24

This month has been filled with ugly interactions with bugs. Kms.

10/23/24

So I updated the fic I've been writing. Last time I checked, it was at 4,200 or smn. Checked today and it's at 22,081... WHATTT??? I didn't think I did that much, god damn.

9/8/24

Had 5 different plans run through the groupchat to hang out, all of which failed. Went to schedule something for the future. THE NEXT AVAILABE DATE IS THE 29TH! WE JUST WANTED TO GO TO MINISO.

8/29/24

I am postposing so much school work rn. You guys better know how to use a shovel efficiently. I wanna get my grave made before school tomorrow.

8/28/24

Was 20 minutes late to school because the transportation in this district is not at all manged. 20 MINUTES LATE!!! When I showed up to school, the bus I ride was waiting out front??? Talked to the office and they told us this is the THIRD TIME THIS WEEK. WHAT?!?!

8/23/24

Complete opposite of what happened last time in math (≖､≖╬)
I didn't volunteer and was the only one who knew any of the material!!! DUDE- !?!?!?!?!?!?

8/21/24

Volunteered to do work in front the class for math. I was very cinfident in my answer, but I used the wrong method. My teacher continued to explain my mistake for the next five minutes ;-;
This is why I hate participation, especially in math.

8/19/24

Dude- This girl that I absolutely HATE sits next to me in my English class now!!! (╯‵□′)╯︵┻━┻
At least my work will keep us from talking too much. Just in case, I'll look into a really cool video on how to obtain raw sodium/j

8/18/24

Redesigned the website to match my current interest- Margin Of the Strange! Go check out the game trailer. The art is gorgeous♡

5/18/24

Great news: I got it working! However, I've been sickt he past three days... However- I'm having a sleepover w/ friends :)

5/10/24

LITERALLY SOBBING. I need to get this to work ;-;

5/9/24

RARGRGRGRHHH!!!

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RANTS/YAPS

6/18/2025: After multiple fallouts and realizations, I'm going back to therapy. I remember last year where I kept saying I didn't have trauma. What a joke! Third time back in therapy, and it's because I do have trauma, and most of it is because I kept hearing about other people's experiences. If you are unaware of what this is called, I suggest you do some research into Secondary Traumatic Stress/Vicarious Trauma (STS). I might even have to get medicated ∘ ∘ ∘ ( °ヮ° ) ?
12/13/24: I have discovered an interesting thing recently. If I talk long enough, people will be interested in my hyperfixations. Their commitment to watch/read about said hyperfixation relies on them, but I can convince them so I win. Anyway- I've indoctrinated two people into reading 4 books worth of angst, so that's cool.
Okokok. I've written more of the fic and what I have so far, I will soon upload to AO3. I'll risk the curse to provide for the fans o7
Been absolutely blabbering about this fandom to my friends to the point where I've convinced them to read the books. I've never felt more proud and egotistical :)
So far, at 22,000 words, I have written mostly about Shen Jiu's upbringing. He's really sad and pathetic and angry but we'll fix him ♥
Shen Jiu is my husband I love him so much I might just risk the cringe accusations to write about a self-insert x Shen Jiu fic.
ISTG I'M BOUTTA SCREAM. I'M SO NERVOUS TO WRITE MORE OF THE STORY BECAUSE I WANT TO MAKE READERS UNCOMFORTABLE WITH SHEN JIU'S PAST. If you know me well, you know what lengths I'm willing to go to in order to have a vehement reaction from my audience. Only in writing. Not in, like- murder. Y'know? I'm incredibly inexperienced when it comes to smut so idk how to write a scene like that! There are so many cons but the pros outweigh.
Things are gonna get silly, guys. REAL silly. I'm gonna write non-con even if it kills me. Hyperbole. I even asked my friend to help me write it who does the weirdest fanfics ever. Shit like writing presidential candidates in catboy outfits. A person like that has done every scene in every genre so they'll act as my rough draft lol. Ik people are very sensitive to this stuff including myself, so I'll keep the descriptions light but the chapter will be long. Otherwise, I won't have enough to keep the audience reading. Writing non-con is extremely risky, so I'm hoping my ability to write pretty decently will save me some face. I CAN'T HELP THE FACT THAT I LIKE LAYERED CHARACTERS! COMPLICATED BACKSTORIES ARE THE SHIT!!
8/21/24: Finished reading A Midsummer Night's Dream and omg was that hard to follow. Could barely keep up with which lover was which. Puck was fun, tho. RIP Neil Perry.

Been a little busy with school that I haven't had the chance to do much work on the fic :( BUT- We'll get there soon enough, ladies!! Shen Jiu will get his happy ending, I'll get the satisfaction of finishing a fic, and the readers will be mildly dissapointed because of the shitload of angst I'm about to write. It's gonna be fantastic!

Let me explain to you my idea; Shen Jiu's story will begin from birth. Talks about his mom throwing him in a ditch...Raised by Qi-ge on the streets... Cuts a horse's leg to save some street rat with strange red eyes *cough* (foreshadowing)...Qiu Jianluo and a little bit of focus on a forced marriage... Ah! Here we go. Shen Jiu makes it past Wu Yanzi and into Cang Qiong Mountain Sect, the (implied) best sect in the realm! Hip hip, hooray!!! But wait- complications ensue! First, he struggles to fit in because of his better standing with women than men. Second, the rumor mill is really upsetting Jiu's reputation. It's none of there business if he needs a little physical therapy down at the brothel. It's so frustrating! Let them think what they want. (¬`‸´¬) Third, his sworn brother Yue Qingyuan keeps showing up on his peak to tell Shen Jiu how sorry he is and showering him in gifts. Fourth, his cultivation is a mess from his days as a cauldron. What a predicament Jiu is in! Well, guess what. These problems might all be solved one day!!!- (Maybe)...

Timeskip to his lead disciple ceremony, we see a night hunt with Liu-shidi, Shang Qinghua, and Shen Qingqiu. We all expect things to go like how they did in PIDW, but because of the butterfly effect, things quickly deviate. When Shen Qingqiu tries to save Liu-shidi's hide by running a demon through with Xiu Ya, Liu-shidi actaully sees it! Shen Qingqiu isn't all that scummy afterall :) Liu Qingge find a new sense of respect for Shen Qingqiu. Not enough to stop pestering him with duals and dropping carcasses on the paths of Qing Jing, but enough to stop spending every second arguing with his shixiong about his trips to The Warm Red Pavilion. Not a huge improvement, but an improvement nonetheless.

ANOTHER time skip- Peak lord stuff. He gets Binghe, and they don't realize it at first but they've known each other for a long time. Shen Qingqiu, not realizing it's the instinct to protect (sort of out of spite), begins treating Binghe like a favorite child. With this new disciple tailing Shen Qingqiu 24/7, the other two favorite children meet.

Haven't figured much else out yet but Shen Qingqiu will be going through a LOT of c-PTSD episodes and a trial at Haun Hua. Still a happy (or just alright) ending, but the angst comes first.
8/20/24: Might add an agenda section to this website. Maybe I'll just keep track here in RANTS. Whatever I do, It's gonna look pretty :)
I need to start keeping track of my school work. Gonna be overwhelmed soon.

8/19/24: Been workin on a fic that I might upload to AO3. To avoid the curse, gotta finish writing it first. Of course, It's an SVSSS one. Well- PIDW but Shen Jiu x happiness. How could I not give such a sweet boy a happy ending??? I'll update you all on my progress via wordcount. Not chapters cuz it's just a rough draft rn. Currently at about 4,300!

8/18/24: Dude- I've been OBSESSING over Scum Villain and Code Geass lately. The endings really messed me up and I've been making way too complex characters since lol.

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